i was so damn pissed off this morning i just cried and cried.
thanks for your CONSIDERATION at 2.45 AM in the MORNING.
its FREAKING early wad was your problem?
cant it have wait?

i know i shudnt be this pissed. but its hard when its the ONE DAY i made it a point to go sleep early (11pm) and you ahve to frigging WAKE ME UP cos of your little flight of fancy.

and say " OOPS." yea rite. thanks SO MUCH for the good night's sleep.

and Gabby realli made my day (together wif nehz). i loff you man! heh. i was REALLI touched that you bought that last can of coffee and saved it for me cos you knew i'd want it. thanks so totally much! and nehz, the earrings were damn great. ehehehe. thoh it looked like a... hehe.

aching all over cos of dance. bleh. but its fun.

i din know wat to think when you were there. watchign us dance. i dunno. exhilarated? i dunno. its how you fascinate me. you and that air of confidence arnd you. its unnerving. i wanna be like you.
no. i just want that recognition you know. like i was someone special to you. like kinomon is. its unfair. she's got your pic on her desk and you dun even know who i am.

no im not gonna cry. big gurls dun cry.its just the same old ache inside.
again.

ah wells. happie burfdae to LF. :)